You will never believe what I did!

The Shocking Test That Changed My Spiritual Journey. 

I hurried across the station. I was a bit late and so completely focused on my way to my train. At the same time, I also felt a little disconnected from reality, as if I was walking on clouds amidst the hustle and bustle of the people around me.

I had just finished a wonderful week in England, visiting Stonehenge and many other magical places for the Summer Solstice. So much had happened! It was amazing how much I had been allowed to let go, and how much strength I had received back. This should inspire some nice breakthroughs. The guides had told me that the main theme of the Solstice had been "a new beginning". Hurrah! And that's how it felt. As if we have taken a big step forward. Now we are ready as lightworkers to lead humanity further into the future.

“To boldly go where no man has gone before!”, that's how it sounded in my head (my guides know I love Star Trek and that's why they used this phrase). And that's how I felt. There on the platform.

"Help me!" A man came up to me. He was clearly homeless. He had a wound on his face and looked desperate. "I'm hungry and I have no money." I wish I could write now that I opened my wallet, took out 10 pounds and gave it to this man.

Unfortunately this is not the case.

I looked at him, remembered I didn't have any pounds on me…. And walked on. Because I was in a hurry. I did not have time. As I write this, I feel a little ashamed. I knew his distress was real. That I should have given him something. Even if it was the prepackaged sandwiches in my bag. If only I had taken the time to see what I could do. Even if it was something small.

I felt like I had failed an important test. As if, just like in all kinds of stories, this man was actually an angel sent to test me.

What a great lesson in humility!

There I was, with all the wonderful activations, openings, new insights and connections. And I walk past a person in need. All new frequencies, star connections are all useless if I don't ground it down on Earth. Useless if I don't look around me in compassion at what I can do to contribute.

That's what I always say: you have to embody it, the frequencies, the galactic wisdom, because otherwise it won't help you. But actually, doing it is not that easy. What excuses do I make for myself to pass others by?

And now?

I forgive myself. I know what's important again. Not just the galactic knowledge, but humanity. Seeing each other. So that we can support each other. In the Unity Field, compassion in action. From person to person. From soul to soul.

See and support each other. Even if it doesn’t fit my schedule.